5 Months old.....where is the time going too......everyday there is something new that Lucian and Alissa is doing.
ALISSA
She is such a happy baby...always smiling and making these cute faces..i just adore her. On her last checkup she weighed 5.7 kg and i a tall baby with the biggest blue eyes and blond hair..she is going to be a real beauty. She is at that stage that she recognize me when i am in a bunch of people. She would look at all the people and when she sees me she would look again just to make sure and then give me the biggest smile ever. I'm so happy that my girl is growing and showing no signs that the shunt is bothering her. I just love her so much. She is also learning to stand and want to stand on her little legs the whole time...and she is very intelligent. She likes to look at her tine hands and compare them to each other and she loves to look at the tv. She is also n real talker and love to lay next to me and talk. And i better respond to her talking or she would get upset.
She does not like to lay down she like to sit up and she hates medication.
LUCIAN
He is my problem child...not that i complain...i have all my days with him...he is at that stage that he does not want anybody else but his mommy...nobody is aloud to touch him or hold him...he does not even want people to look at him......and if they do all hell is loose with him crying an tears and all the works. When i console him my heart just breaks to see the tears running down the little face and than just a couple of seconds when he sees that i'm holding him then he changes into a happy baby again with the cutest shy smile of him. He is my big boy...weighing in almost at 9 kg. He loves his milk and night feeds. He will wake up 2-3 times a night looking for his milk...i don't mind waking up to him because he is smiling when he sees me and that melts my heart. I Love him so much....everyday he amazes me with his development. He loves to bath and to kick his legs and to talk and laugh.
He does not like other people and being ignored.
What can I say...I just love being a mommy and so wish all my infertile friends can experience that same love. I know now that the wait was worth it in the end. These two kids have changed my life completely for the best. My heart is divided in to two pieced beating in there tiny bodies. Every smile is worth all the pain in the end....how did i survive without them all these year is still n mysteries. I know now my family is my all my everything...i breath to love them to death. And God knows what we need when in our lives...I am eternally Grateful for this double blessing of our kids.
Lucian....Alissa...Mommy and Daddy loves you with everything in us and would do anything to love and protect and take care of you....you are our lives.
All glory to God.
