6 MONTHS UPDATE!!!!

Lucian and Alissa is 6 months old (corrected age is 4.5 Months)

Took them for there checkup and all is good.....

Lucian is 9kg and Alissa is 6.5kg....and Doc said both is doing very well and that they are not behind with there development at all.

Lucian and Alissa is trying to sit up by them self's now and its to cute for words...they have the cutest personalities...both is very attached to me and want me to pick them up the whole time.

We have started solids and its such a fun mess...Alissa loves eating like all woman do lol...Lucian is only starting to enjoy it now....Alissa is also in the clear for the Shunt ....doc is very happy with her and said we will only do a CT scan when she is 5 years old if there is no other problems...so far Thank God there is no evidence of any brain damage.

These two are my life...

Thank you God for blessing me with them.

Just Had to Share!!!!!!!!

My Princess

Grandmother Passed Away!!!

27 July my Dearest Grandmother left is to be with her loved ones in heaven...my Heart is so broken but i know that she is happy and pain free.

My grandmother was one of those people that saw the good in everything.... while we struggled to fall pregnant she was the one that kept me positive and hoping and was always there to listen to me moan and utter out all my suppressed feelings.

I will forever miss her and keep all the fond memories with her deep in my heart...

Hannetjie Cecilia Rigsby
27 July 2013
RIP
Lief you Ouma

TIME FOR TWO COTS!!!!!!!!!!!

Its with a sad conclusion that i realized that its time for the twins to be separated....Lucian is getting to big to share the cot with Alissa. Its so heartbreaking. So i will put to cots next to each other and see how it all works out. Cant i keep them small for n little while longer. Lucian is attempting to sit up by himself. Both are trying to crawl...my babies is getting big now.

And on n sad note....My Rock My Grandma is very ill...she had a stroke last week and is not doing to well...she is not getting any blood flow to the brain and is having fits. My heart is so broken....i cant imagine not to stop there and drink coffee and just chit chat to her...she is the only one that knew how painful Infertility is...she struggled 11 years to conceive.

God...if its your will to take her...let it be...let there be peace in her heart and let her know that we are all in awe of the amazing woman, wife , friend, mother, grandmother, great grandmother. We all Love her so much and only wish the best for her.....God take away her pain and let her be with our Granddad and her son and daughter up in heaven. God we plead that God please keep a hand of protection of love and guidance over her. Amen

If i can be half a woman like my grandmother then i will be content with my life. My life will be empty without her .