23 WEEKS UPDATE!!!!

What a wonderful feeling to know both babies is kicking. Baby b is not kicking so much as Baby A but at least he or she is getting there one or two kicks in. Today it dawned on me that in tree months our babies will be here and my pregnancy will be over.....i might not ever get pregnant again...this is it...i have waited so many years for this moment and now its going so fast.

Its a bitter/sweet situation...

Bitter for the fact that the pregnancy/feeling our babies kick / knowing that we have these two babies inside of me is ending soon and i might not ever experience it again where fertile people can just go and get pregnant when ever they like. You see i said its the bitter side of me....

Sweet because i will be a mommy and i will have my babies in my arms very soon and have the new joys of parenthood...feeling complete and just in love with the two that we have fought so long and hard to have in our lives. We are going to be a mommy and daddy and we so cant wait.


I think with men its different then with us ladies...we feel the bump growing we feel the movement and we make the mental connection to our children ..for them is they see the bump growing and feel the movement but not like us and still feel like they missing out on something....think that's why Christo needs to hold these babies so bad that it will make it real to him that he is a daddy now.



We moved into our own home this weekend and it garden is to die for...i can image n the twins playing in the trees and on the grass just the little perfect home for our little family of four plus our three doggies as well lol.

Now the fun starts with the baby room i got a woman that is making dinosaurs out of wood for the twins room...here is the preview so far.

God bless all my infertility sisters....may they all receive this blessing soon.

Love Cecilia