SO MUCH HAS CHANGED...
My Birth story....
I had my C section booked for the 11 of March but at my 34 week appointment our gyne told me to get my bags ready because this pregnancy is done...my blood pressure was high and i was in pre term labour...and so off we went to the hospital and organizing the bed earlier as we planed too.
That night i did not sleep a wink...i was so excited and scared... and are finaly going to meet my babies after all the years of struggling i am going to be a mommy
I booked in at the hospital at 6am and my theater time was at 8am but the doctor changed his mind because he was scared that the babies was in distress and rushed me in just before 7am. I had my spinal block and must admit it was a breeze...it was not sore at all...at 7am Alissa was born 2.4kg and one minute later Lucian was born n tiny 2.1kg. Both babies perfect screaming. I was so emotional to at last holding my babies...it was from the instant clear to me that these too is my life and i would die for them any day. I was weeled back to the recovery room and my babies was brought to us for the family to meet them. They where so tiny and beautiful. Both had these intense blue eyes and Lucian had this tanned skin and dark hair and Alissa was the fair skin blond hear beauty. That night at 3am the nurses woke me up and brought the twins to my room for there first feed and for my to start being the real mommy.
Breastfeeding was so special to bond with them was the most amazing experience in the world. That night i did not sleep at all i was so worried that i would not hear them cry or that something would happen to them.
Meeting my babies was the most special experience i have ever had and would treasure it for ever. The instant love is amazing the bonding the responsibility of these tiny humans are all we ever needed to be complete.
I love Being a mommy and i love Lucian and Alissa with everything in me.
Thank you God for these two blessing in our lifes.
I had my C section booked for the 11 of March but at my 34 week appointment our gyne told me to get my bags ready because this pregnancy is done...my blood pressure was high and i was in pre term labour...and so off we went to the hospital and organizing the bed earlier as we planed too.
That night i did not sleep a wink...i was so excited and scared... and are finaly going to meet my babies after all the years of struggling i am going to be a mommy
I booked in at the hospital at 6am and my theater time was at 8am but the doctor changed his mind because he was scared that the babies was in distress and rushed me in just before 7am. I had my spinal block and must admit it was a breeze...it was not sore at all...at 7am Alissa was born 2.4kg and one minute later Lucian was born n tiny 2.1kg. Both babies perfect screaming. I was so emotional to at last holding my babies...it was from the instant clear to me that these too is my life and i would die for them any day. I was weeled back to the recovery room and my babies was brought to us for the family to meet them. They where so tiny and beautiful. Both had these intense blue eyes and Lucian had this tanned skin and dark hair and Alissa was the fair skin blond hear beauty. That night at 3am the nurses woke me up and brought the twins to my room for there first feed and for my to start being the real mommy.
Breastfeeding was so special to bond with them was the most amazing experience in the world. That night i did not sleep at all i was so worried that i would not hear them cry or that something would happen to them.
Meeting my babies was the most special experience i have ever had and would treasure it for ever. The instant love is amazing the bonding the responsibility of these tiny humans are all we ever needed to be complete.
I love Being a mommy and i love Lucian and Alissa with everything in me.
Thank you God for these two blessing in our lifes.
oh. I am happy for you and your happiness. Hope God also bless me and my husband with angel(s).
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Tany