Its with a sad conclusion that i realized that its time for the twins to be separated....Lucian is getting to big to share the cot with Alissa. Its so heartbreaking. So i will put to cots next to each other and see how it all works out. Cant i keep them small for n little while longer. Lucian is attempting to sit up by himself. Both are trying to crawl...my babies is getting big now.
And on n sad note....My Rock My Grandma is very ill...she had a stroke last week and is not doing to well...she is not getting any blood flow to the brain and is having fits. My heart is so broken....i cant imagine not to stop there and drink coffee and just chit chat to her...she is the only one that knew how painful Infertility is...she struggled 11 years to conceive.
God...if its your will to take her...let it be...let there be peace in her heart and let her know that we are all in awe of the amazing woman, wife , friend, mother, grandmother, great grandmother. We all Love her so much and only wish the best for her.....God take away her pain and let her be with our Granddad and her son and daughter up in heaven. God we plead that God please keep a hand of protection of love and guidance over her. Amen
If i can be half a woman like my grandmother then i will be content with my life. My life will be empty without her .
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